Centered on your course (even when it makes no sense)

We will all endure gray days, heartbreaks and moments that we wish we could erase. Our faith and endurance is never built when we are on the mountain top... The stories will be different, but we have to look for the light in the midst of the dark days. staying #centered doesn’t mean staying clear of any heartbreak or sadness… I’m taking #wellnesswednesday to reflect. It’s unbelievable that 16 years ago (on a 30 below zero day) I lost a 3rd pregnancy at 24 weeks. 👼🏻It was hell. I had good gut instinct, and knew before I “knew” ... I was healthy! I wanted this baby! My heart was broken, and I wanted answers I never got... it’s common until it happens to you. I hurt, and felt mad, but I had to work hard to grieve, yet focus on the 2 healthy girls I had waiting at home... (God gave me lessons and perspective I never could imagine) People rose up and carried me thru the shock and hurt. 🙏🏻💫 ~ Today I’m not feeling sad. It’s been 16 years and I am feeling thankful for people who have loved me thru the best and worst angles of life and Lisa. Thankful for the people I can do the same for. Thankful I had Bennett Vail that ended that season on a positive ✨ and Madi and Ry as proof I could do it again! I’m thankful I could encourage and support others thru pregnancy loss or uncertainty. It’s what life is really about. Hurting. Healing. Helping. Over and Over...Staying strong and centered on our life path, even when it may not make sense. There are no people who live without pain, heartbreak or loss. It’s part of life. (happy heavenly birthday to the girl I held a moment, but changed me forever. Katelyn Hope 💫) 🙏🏻💖

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